Friday, June 10, 2011

just life.....

So Geoffe and I had this fishing trip planned for today.  I got Geoffe a deep sea fishing certificate for his birthday.  So he reserved three spots (me, him, and his dad) and we set the date.  I asked my sister and niece to keep Zach for the day and they excitedly agreed.......  Fast forward to last night...  Driving home after my nieces graduation I realized that I was alone.  Zach was with my sister.  I could sleep in.. Except we were leaving at 1:30 a.m.  I realized that I could have a day.  Just a day to myself.  All of a sudden fishing looked...  not as good...  SO... I talked to Geoffe and asked if he'd be disappointed if I didn't go.  He said that he would be ok, he had his dad going and I decided that I was going to stay home, sleep in, and do nothing all day.  SO far.  Its wonderful.  I slept in till 8:00, I only woke up once when Geoffe left, and I had the best most restful sleep I've had in a long time. 

Don't get me wrong.  I miss Zach.  I went into his room last night and just prayed over his crib and things.  He's had it rough the last couple months.  With ear infections, nasty colds, bad rashes, and bad cradle cap I'm so blessed that he still gives me big grins of happiness.  This kid amazes me.  He's started cereal and is doing great on it.  He rolls over onto his tummy and is already starting to scoot on his tummy.  He sticks his butt up in the air and uses his feet to push himself forward.  I'm pretty sure that he will crawl early.  This guy just melts my heart.  The other day after his 4 m shots he was smiling and in a good mood.  He started getting a little fussy towards the evening and finally fell asleep.  When he woke up he was screaming.  Poor guy wouldn't eat.  We quickly gave him a bath and I noticed the red inflammation of where he got his shot.  I realized that I didn't give him tylenol before or after shots.  Took his temp and it was a little high but he was probably sore.  I gave him some tylenol and about 40 minutes later my guy was back.  He finally finished his bottle and was laying on my bed staring up at me and talking.  He gets super sweet when he's tired before he falls asleep.  Its when he talks to me the most.  He is just so amazing.  Melts.  My.  Heart. 

So what is my plan for today?  Blog.  Catch up on TV shows.  Take a nap.  Get my hair cut.  Watch a movie.  Eat some sushi.  Yes.  Enjoy.  It.  And later I will pick up my son and I will kiss him and tell him that I missed him.  Because I do.