As everybody is busying around getting ready to live out the last day of 2010 I'm sitting at home, snuggled in a snuggie, fighting a bad cold and thinking. Most people have new years resolutions. Things that they want to change about themselves for the next year. Some want to look better, some want to be a better person, some want to appear better for others. I've never been big on resolutions. The next year to me has just been another day. Not much happening that was going to change my world. This year, in about a month I have a big change. A life change. A change that will make me a better person. A better mother. A change that will make me a mother. I long for so much when it comes to Zach. For a loving home, a happy home, a fun home, and most importantly, a God honoring home.
I was telling a friend how most people lately have asked me "Are you ready?" Honestly.... Well.. no. I'm not sure any first time mommy could truly be ready. Sometimes we just gotta jump in and learn how to swim. Sometimes I'll drown, sometimes I'll float but at least I'm learning. Am I ready to meet Zach? Heck yes. To see his face, his personality. Thats what I'm excited for. I'm excited to experience life with my husband and my son in the year 2011 and beyond.
